Alam mo yung ilang beses mo na sinabi na its over, na its really over. Yung pinipilit mo paniwalain lahat ng tao na tapos na, na you've given up, pero sa totoo lang ikaw lang naman ang dapat maniwala sa mga sinasabi mo na it is over. I have had my share of this experience, I have tried to convince everyone that it is over, but in the back of my head I am still holding on, there is this one part of me that is hoping that everything will be fine for the both of us. I have him hidden somewhere in my heart. But, I just got news from a very reliable source that he has done something that has made me really give up. I have him in my heart as the sweet caring guy, different from everyone I have had connection with. Na iba siya, but in the end it was just about the 3 letter word, it was SEX... When I was doing it, it was fine I didn't care. I have cheated on him coupe of times, it was fun, it was hot, take note kami pa noon. Pero ngayon wala na kami, nabalitaan ko na nakipag threesome ang lolo mo, na imbernakels ako, tumbling ako, shet na malagket, I have had a perfect picture of him, he was this one guy that loves me, pero nakipag sex siya sa iba... puta... na irita ako... the illusion that me and him will get back together again shattered to pieces, hindi broken lang na pwedeng ikapit ng super glue ha, shattered talaga at ang mga piraso e tumilapon pa sa lupa, it will never be the same again.. oh well that is life. I am sad that it happened, kasi wala na ko magagawa, we are not meant to be, pero I am happy kasi now I am truly free, wala ng illusion, hindi na ko nag ho-hope. I welcome him as my friend, if he wants to be my friend, tama na ang kaartehan ko, all guys are the same. I know I am not making any sense, but I never did make any sense sa buhay ko, hehe! This time its really over ang maganda ngayon I know that it is over, and I am not hoping for anything anymore, I am free, walang bitterness, I feel so alive, wala ng burden...
Currently listening to: Last Goodbye
Currently reading: Living a Simple Life
Currently watching: sabay sabay sabay talaga, watching, listening and reading, Dyos ba ko ha? dyos ba ko?
Currently feeling: okay